I
hope you wouldn't mind if I say that I'm finally letting go of you and
my love. It has been more than a year now and for that extensive amount of time,
you couldn't say that I haven't been faithful. I was... and have always
been. See, no matter how I convince myself to give up on you and just
forget about everything, I always end up coming back to you. But... this
time's different. Really, it's time to
move on. It's time to let go and give
up on you for real.
It isn't easy, and wouldn't be easy. You're probably thinking that this
is just so ridiculous and that you never ordered me to hold on that
long for such an unrequited love.
Ha, true indeed. But don't worry, it's okay. I'm okay; and
would definitely get off of this thing in no time at all. Yet still, you should probably know that the days I spent holding on to this
feeling, dreaming and hoping, were one of the best (if not totally the
best) that I ever had. It’s just that, I couldn't be stuck in this state
forever. I couldn't just wait. And wait. And wait... and wait a lifetime more knowing that had you loved me back, I wouldn't have had to wait.
So there. This isn't goodbye yet, yes? Or is it? Either way, I'd always be thankful for that one chance encounter to have met you. The way you killed me with one smile and how you brought me to life again with another would always be one of the fondest memories I will remember about you. You will forever be here, once treasured but never forgotten.
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